My preceptorship ended on a high note as I was able to squeak into a casual position in Burns as well as a cardiothoracic surgery unit. I'm equally happy for the time off to recover though - 10 weeks of a steep learning curve was certainly testing my limits. It was encouraging to see myself grow, however. By the 7th week I was pretty much in control of my own rodeo, and able to juggle the demands of the ICU. Although I am nowhere near expert or pro, it was encouraging to realize that I at least learned a few things during my preceptorship!
My official graduation ceremony is in a week's time, and then BAM. Off into the working world I go. Rent to pay, student loans to figure out, and a massive RN exam to study for.
I'm not sure how to be feeling about all of this, to be honest. The school environment is what I know and love, and the working world just seems mundane... I'm worried I'll be living to work, and so life will go. Perhaps I'm just nervous of the unknown.
Regardless, I need to remember to be thankful. For my degree that has already landed me two casual positions. For a remarkable four years that has taught me more about myself and the human spirit than I could've imagined.
The New Year will bring a lot of change, good and uknown! Although my nursing student adventure may have come to a close, I'm sure another one is quickly beginning.
Merry Christmas!
D.
